23 cigarettes and so

1:39 AM 09/28/2010
2 Pieces of pie
23 cigarettes and so


8:34 AM 09/27/2010:

I sent 'Happy Birthday :)'
He sent 'Thank you :)'

Personal Thoughs
I sent him a text message at 8 AM. This is because I wanted he know how important he is to me.
It is important to note how happy was I because of the happy face.
That means that he is not angry anymore.
That means that he's happy today.
That means that maybe he is a little bit sensitive and is not as shitty as I thought
I AM NUTS

20:01 PM 09/27/2010

Me: 'I know that maybe this is not the wright moment but I hope that your concept about me has changed and now You remember me in a good way.
I've never wanted to hurt you. Hope you are really happy'

Though
I really want to. It's not a saying. Like, It's ok, we can talk, I don't bite.

NO answer received at 1:59 AM 09/28/2010

Could not sleep either.

I am idiot or what??
What the hell is wrong with me?

I wish I could punch my own face reaaaally hard without having to ask anyone.