Hard days

Last week were hard days. Last week was a shit and don't wanna talk about it anymore.
Last week, i mean, this one is getting bad is getting shitty. Last week made me remind some past things that let me sad, but just a little bit.
And im just wondering why do i need to pass somethings through? am? Why i got the feeling like if something in my life were wrong and why and how im gonna get over that?
Why things are so difficult? Why some people have an easier life? What did i do wrong? Hows gonna be on the future? This bad luck is gonna come with me my entire existence? What shall i do with all this? What shall i do to change my luck and starting appreciating how lucky i am for having such a wonderful life? What do i have to do to forget all that happened?
Answers are totally welcome.

Society

A Cozy coushion sometimes is not enough.
That was exactly what i was thinking after almost ten hours working shift.
So, i decided to not believe in men. Men are shit. Men always say what you wanna listen (my mom spent my whole life telling me that). Mami knows...
But anyway. she never met the kind of men i like, so mami doesnt know a shit.
Coming back to the beginn ( so far away) i started thinking bout my childhood and how i became in ME.

I realized that perhaps the problem wasnt me. They all were the problem, not me.
Well, what was exactly the problem? They didnt know what i wanted.
So coming back to me again...thats it. The problem is the society that always tries to kill your innocence, dreams and all that crap.
Society. Being that word as general as possible, the concept is a lil hard to describe or define on theses cases.
Best excuse ever.